Mark and Me

So everything is going great now. Mark said he loves me... And I told him I loved him! I feel silly, because I wanted to be single so bad. Well, I guess I still am single, but it feels different. I still see Liam... But I already knew I loved him. Liam has been spending the night about two or three times a week. Mark is here a lot, and sometimes I stay at his place. It's all seems so surreal.

I want to surprise Mark, so I invited Laura to come over on Wednesday and spend the night. I hope it goes well. Mark did like watching us go at it at her birthday, maybe we can put on a little show for him. I never go down on her. It's just something I can't see myself doing with a girl, but it is fun having it done to me! Maybe Mark can go down on her and join in.

I don't know what Liam would have said if he was at Laura's. I told him about it and what happened. He was mad and I guess happy that Mark had stopped it from going too far. I think Liam is starting not to hate Mark. I would love it if they both could get along. Liam was staying over one night, and Mark came by without thinking and it was so awkward. Mark tries hard to be nice, but Liam is just so cold and distant. Liam would never want to see me with anyone else. He knows but doesn't want to see any of it. Mark is the opposite, he really doesn't mind. He wants to be involved and is happy that I feel comfortable sharing everything I want to do with him.

Well, Im just happy Mark loves me! Its so great. Im smiling from ear to ear...