Busy Busy...
Okay, so it has been a while. I’ve been busy with school and work… and life.
Mark and I have bee hanging out a lot. He’s becoming a good friend and he’s great in bed. Sometimes I catch him staring at me a little bit too long, but I pretend I don’t notice, because he already knows I don’t want a relationship.
Liam, my ex, has spent a few nights over. I had really bad cramps and he came over and put a heating pad on my tummy and gave me a back massage. We cuddled, this is usually not my thing, but I really needed it. So now he's spent the night 3 days in a row.
Liam and I have been broken up for over a year and a half… he broke up with me right before we were about to move in together, he said he wasn’t ready to be that serious (although we practically did live together already). It took me a long time to get over him, especially since we were still friends (and still slept together). Liam eventually realized that he did want to move in with me and that he wanted to be with me, he even proposed. But I was only 19 years old, and I realized there was more that I wanted. Liam is a great guy, but he is also very traditional and he can be very closed minded sometimes. Liam and I were together for a long time (3 years) and I want to enjoy the freedom of being single.
So I told Liam I’m also talking with someone else, I didn’t want him to have a false impression that we are dating or anything. I’ve already told Mark about my ex and that we still see each other sometimes, he said it was okay. Liam was mad at first but then he realized, he is the one that broke up with me and that he originally encouraged me to move on and see other people.
So, I guess everything is going well…Confusing but I’m not complaining…
Mark and I have bee hanging out a lot. He’s becoming a good friend and he’s great in bed. Sometimes I catch him staring at me a little bit too long, but I pretend I don’t notice, because he already knows I don’t want a relationship.
Liam, my ex, has spent a few nights over. I had really bad cramps and he came over and put a heating pad on my tummy and gave me a back massage. We cuddled, this is usually not my thing, but I really needed it. So now he's spent the night 3 days in a row.
Liam and I have been broken up for over a year and a half… he broke up with me right before we were about to move in together, he said he wasn’t ready to be that serious (although we practically did live together already). It took me a long time to get over him, especially since we were still friends (and still slept together). Liam eventually realized that he did want to move in with me and that he wanted to be with me, he even proposed. But I was only 19 years old, and I realized there was more that I wanted. Liam is a great guy, but he is also very traditional and he can be very closed minded sometimes. Liam and I were together for a long time (3 years) and I want to enjoy the freedom of being single.
So I told Liam I’m also talking with someone else, I didn’t want him to have a false impression that we are dating or anything. I’ve already told Mark about my ex and that we still see each other sometimes, he said it was okay. Liam was mad at first but then he realized, he is the one that broke up with me and that he originally encouraged me to move on and see other people.
So, I guess everything is going well…Confusing but I’m not complaining…
posted by Nina at 4/12/2006 10:05:00 PM
2 Comments:
I find it hard to be completel honest about the fact that i see other people. I don't lie, I just don't explain my situation in full detail.
I don't really go into full detail either, but I know I wouldn't want to be left in the dark if I was the other person...
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